I feel fat, gross, hot, sweaty, puffy and just generally miserable today.
On top of my physical yuckieness, I have decided I absolutely HATE my job and I have no idea how I'm going to make it through my last 8 work weeks without losing my mind. I don't know if it's hitting me so hard now because I know there is an end in sight and it's not coming fast enough or if I would be at this level of annoyance pregnant or not. All I know is that I can not imagine going back there after mat leave is over. At this point my rope is so short I don't care how much vacation I have, or if I have to take a pay cut. Nothing is worth this misery. I think I am even more annoyed because there is really nothing I can do about it right now. I can't really apply for jobs because who is going to hire a woman that's 7 months pregnant? lol! But thinking about job hunting while on mat leave and finding something that works out perfectly with when I have to go back seems nearly impossible. This is the first and only real job I've had so throwing myself into the job market, after having my first baby seems very daunting.
I developed an eye twitch today. Am I stressed?
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- Marcie
- I am a 32 year old wife and 'mother' of two adorable Beagles and soon to be first time mother of an actual human person. I work in marketing/public relations for a National not-for-profit health related organization and I am taking a shot at blogging in the hopes of documenting my life and pergnancy and the perfect, and not-so-perfect moments along the way.
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